Seamus Wilson

he/him/his

Seamus grew up in small town of Wichbel, with his mother and his two younger sisters, who were twins (Fiona and Maisie). His mother had a particular hate for men, for her children's father was her abuser and raped her, and in her raising, she attempted to pretend Seamus was not a boy. Because he knew he'd be in more trouble if he didn't, he kept his hair long.

He spent most of his childhood alone, or with his sisters who were not abused by their mother, and tried to help him as much as they could. He was a loner, quiet, inattentive kid who tried to study as well as he could so he could leave his house.

He chose his schools based on where he could find the best job, what could pay the best, and he did grow up in the town that had Mechatronics University. He wanted to design and sell Pets, or any machines.

He got picked on a lot for being skinny, and for classmates who have met his mother or knew from his sisters spreading his unusual home situation. John was violent and not very self-controlled then, and the only way he knew to deal with it was get into fights for him, but Seamus appreciated it. He could only defend him for one year though, he moved away with Leo as soon as he graduated, and he was left alone again.

John was his only shining light in the shitty life he had, and after he was gone he bunkered down into his head and tried to focus only on studies. He would miss out a lot from school, but he was studying at home to know what he needed to on tests, he was missing it just to avoid meeting with people.

Soon before he graduated, he cut his hair himself, and was already trying to get a job to start as soon as he could, in Capital. He would spend a lot of time there and met Oliver, who offered to pay for a hairdresser properly, and started getting closer with him.

He moved into a small flat in Capital city as soon as he could, and soon later moved in with Oliver.

After few years of living that way, he was a bit at the end of his rope. He wasn't sure if anything was worth it, and he wasn't excited or looking forward to anything really.

He felt absolutely terrible for letting John kill Oliver. For asking him, even if he didn't ask directly.

He moved in to John's, and for long time, he would fall asleep in his arms and not do anything else romantic or sexual, just to feel a bit safer. After a few months, he considered it, and asked John how how he did relationships. He agreed to his terms, that he listed the way he did to avoid hurting his partners. Sad, broken, but with a hope, he kept going.